21

today, i had someone close take away something from me. it shouldnt be a big problem because it wasn't rightfully mine to begin with, but i still felt the pinch. i blame it on over-reliance, of course on my part. still, there's no justice to it.

i cannot quite describe how i feel about the matter right now. all i know is that its nowhere near being pleasant. and i'm sure given whatever hand that i'm dealt with now, i can't do much about it.

i probably wont wanna do much anyway. i believe i'm stronger than that.

anyway, i finally found the mood to watch the show "21" today. haha. i wished i paid more attention during primary and secondary school. somehow, i must have missed out on some fundamentals when my teacher taught "simple math".

imagine all the money rolling in. that ben fella did it for harvard. if it were me, i'll do it for independence.

haha. i really need sleep. and more alone time.

goodnight.